Week 6, Wednesday: Maya

[withsadness]

[Mary's here! At the ramen shop! She clearly doesn't seem to understand what or how to order. She's bad at this. Her brain demands a hot pot party. Why the souls of the dead gotta be so chatty?]

Maaaayaaaaa! What are you gonna get?

[Help pls.]

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[feytality]

[ maya is both maya and an npc so her moral compass ain't all there either. ]

You think about what's best for you -- what's going to make you smile. People who really love you..... shouldn't ask you to do things that will make you cry. You know?

[ i ran out of pearl icons. ]

[withsadness]

[The tragedy that is Mayan.]

I don't think I've ever been good at figuring out what the best thing for me is.

[Uh-oh she's trying not to cry again.]

I get so confused sometimes...I get an idea of what I think would be good, and then something bad happens instead. Do you think maybe I bring it on myself?

[feytality]

[ maya's smoothing her hair down. ]

How did you think through the Ichigo thing?

... I don't know if I'd put it that way. But I think wanting to be loved can sometimes cloud your judgment.

[withsadness]

I don't remember...

[It's not entirely untruthful. Life really comes at you fast.]

I mean...I'm not sure if I thought about it. I didn't want to do it...but I guess I thought...Ichigo was like a brother to me but Shinshin was more like a father, and if I had to choose...I wanted a father more than a brother. And I knew that Ichigo would be less likely to get mad at me...